call for way to much adderall and now i’m buzzzzin all over the place

that I talk to much

I accept that you talk too little

but that’s fine

I like a good riddle.

Lately i’ve been smelling alot of scents that bring me back to really weird places.  Bringing back memories that just either make me feel shitty or miss an old life that’s pretty far gone at this point. I’m trying to just experience new smells and associate them with things that I reflect on and relate to happier things that will calm of crazy nerves.

in other news, i’m watching jenny and nikkie draw and its just so warm and fuzzy, ya know?

“I fell in love with a bad bad man 
Every since I met him 
I’ve been sad sad sad 
June faded in the bloom 
The september moon waned and gloomed 
Your perfume haunted me 
Long after I saw 
The swing 
Of heaven’s gate 
Opening toward me 

Luxurious in your arms 
Your smile 
Is a cool sun in the dark 
Misery rejoices when you near 
And fever, 
No sound of sickness keeps me burning down in my heart 
Winter melts, she shys away
Quiet, like the silence a dying star makes 
I’m a jailbird to your music, a criminal in your prayers 
I watch you when you sleep, even when you’re not there ”